Suicide is looking more and more to be the available way to express my power.
My g. i. track is not working well: chronic diarrhea with no cure in sight
I have ongoing headaches and growing variety of joint pain.
My circulatory system is self-destructing: out of control hypertension.
Damaged upper respiratory system: excess fluids, shortness of breath, closing of nasal passages.
Hot flashes, lack of energy, daily periods of exhaustion.
I am doing very little to remedy this deterioration of my functions. I know of little to do. I have been unable to get a plan of action from health professionals.
I don't know how to give up.
I don't know how to take any constructive action.
Suicide doesn't yet seem easy, but I am very glad that it is available.
Since last I posted - Lots of activity has kept me away from my blog. To sum things up: we've moved from our home of the past 25+ years and have moved to a new retirement communit...
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