Glad It's Avaialble

Suicide is looking more and more to be the available way to express my power.

My g. i. track is not working well: chronic diarrhea with no cure in sight

I have ongoing headaches and growing variety of joint pain.

My circulatory system is self-destructing: out of control hypertension.

Damaged upper respiratory system: excess fluids, shortness of breath, closing of nasal passages.

Hot flashes, lack of energy, daily periods of exhaustion.

I am doing very little to remedy this deterioration of my functions. I know of little to do. I have been unable to get a plan of action from health professionals.

I don't know how to give up.

I don't know how to take any constructive action.

Suicide doesn't yet seem easy, but I am very glad that it is available.

Well Enough

I am willing to die well enough. I'm not in a hurry, yet.
However:
I am exhausted much of the time.
Have my share of aches and pains.
Have become short tempered and forgetful.
Have had diarrhea for 18 months now and doctors find it easy to call it chronic and forget it.
My blood pressure has been out of control for over six months now.
After taking my blood pressure successfully for nearly 4 decades, I now seem incapable of doing so.
Ignorance more that my lack of energy keeps me from doing more to take care of myself.
I do what I can as energetically as I can.
Doctors say something is wrong, but they don't know what.
Something is wrong, but I don't know what.

A Republic

Where did our republic come from?
Just what is a republic?
Who represents you in this republic?
Who is representing you right now?
Why is that?

"The Greatest Number"

You have heard the dictum, "The greatest good for the greatest number." use as an aid to decision making. It has always sounded pretty good to me.
How has it worked for you?
Do you know of a case in which it has been used?
What was "the greatest good" in that case?
Who was left out of "the greatest number" in that case?