Wonderful Doubt

A happy man lives with uncertainty.
He is happy with his best guess about how likely it is to be true.
He leaves open opportunities for alternatives.
He isn't chained to the limits of his present imagination.
He decides for himself and is prepared to re-decide.
He is grateful for help.
His experience informs him that to explore his steps he must leave room for doubt.
He learns by posing a question.
He knows that a question implies doubt.
Wonderful doubt.
Happy man.

Doubts

Visit destinations in order of recent interest:
Uruguay 19
Ecuador 17
India 13
Panama 13
Argentina 12

~ Do I lack the strength, energy, and alertness necessary for a solo foreign trip?
~ What am I looking for?
~ What is my motivation?
~ I'm pretty sure that part of my motivation is an ancient one of looking for a home. How sane is that?
~ I'm thinking of renting my JT place before I start. Does that make good sense.
~ Should I make a shorter trip to more expensive lands?